Let me cry tonite

Watching myself in the mirror
What do i see?
A blurry image of the past
The things i forgot
What did i got
The times i fell in love
and broken hearted again and again
I ask to myself, "why i cannot learn?"

I wanna cry,
because i feel sorry of myself
What do i see when i see the mirror in the wall?
The only thing i see is there's nothing of love after all
A wound in my heart
An unhealed scar
bring me back to the past
what i have done and what did i got

Alone in the dark
Stay here in the park
Sitting on a bench, having a smoke
Waiting for the girl i love
Like the soul waiting with hope
The redemption day will never come

An angel came to join me on the bench
Telling me things i can't understand
Telling me facts i can't accept
Showing me pictures of people who are gone
Without something had to be done
The decisions i made
The consequences i face
There's no escape of my fate
It's a chance i can't evade

My reality is a fact,
The hard proof of what i am
I can't change it,
i can't escape from it
I'm alone, i'm sad and broken
Alone in the park, forgotten

Inside myself there's a wound i can't heal
No matter how hard i tried to seal
There's nothing i can do to relief the pain inside
I just wanna cry tonite.

Jose Cornejo (2019)